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Jessica, Part 2

Jessica and I have been talking online for months and things are not much different, but I've been trying to break things off with her. I have gotten her to click an IP tracking link and verified she is in Ghana, but she still denies it, saying she has no idea why it would show that. But I have been avoiding her messages more and more and she knows I can never trust her.  The only pause I have is that I think she is genuinely sad and lonely, poor and looking for a rescue. Unfortunately, I cannot be that for her. 

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