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Stella

Then came Stella, who was absolutely stunning and seductive. Yes, this was a warning sign because it's not usually how I find legitimate contacts on dating platforms and hookup sites. I don't actually remember where I met her, because we have been going back and forth for months and months. I think it may have been on TikTok. Well early on I discovered she was using older images from a fairly well-known sex influencer known as Sabrina Nichole (@onelasttaco on some platforms). I purchased what I thought was a personal 5+ minute video of her that was actually Sabrina. But I swear it was the cutest and hottest video I have ever seen and I was instantly intrigued. She tried to get me to set up a hookup at a hotel a few weeks out and then upped the fee a bit before the day, so I cancelled and blocked her.

Fast forward a few days when she finds me online through a new account and begs for my forgiveness. She tried a different photo from someone semi-famous online and I caught it immediately, so she supposedly came clean. She's a poor woman living in a rural part of my state with a child and was trying to get money to pay for things her kid needed. Yes, I was unhappy and a bit ticked off but we kept talking for a while and I kind of felt sorry for her. No, not sorry enough to send more money, but at least enough to keep talking with her.

She has sent me a bunch of photos of her and her child and I think they may be genuine because she really is not someone who is good looking or would attract guys. But over the past month, she seems to have fallen for me because I am a "caring, gentle, sweet" soul. She wants me to be with her forever and make her mine. I'm not sure where to go with this one because it's starting to look like a real person with a real relationship desire, but my biggest concern now is that she seems to becoming dependent on my attention. She feels a little like someone who is crazy and might stalk me if I ever blocked her again. This is still ongoing now and I tread carefully to not destroy her emotionally but still leave some space to be friends. I don't know how this turns out, but I find it increasingly difficult to forgive someone who has scammed me using fake photos in the first place.

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